Tuesday, February 14, 2012
And we are back...
Friday, January 20, 2012
Thursday, January 19, 2012

Tuesday, January 17, 2012


Day 16
Monday, January 16, 2012
Day 15
Saturday, January 14, 2012

Day 13,
Thursday, January 12, 2012
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
Los Angelos loves, love...

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Day 9,
Monday, January 9, 2012
Collage

Sunday, January 8, 2012

Saturday, January 7, 2012

Jan 7th,
Tartu Estonia
I did manage, thank God, to go out last night, but it was on all accounts it was rather boring. It scored my a bit of a hangover, which combined with a bit of natural lazyness meant that today I decided to do nothing but read and work on some personal things. Most of which are on no interest. Having finished reading Huxley's Island, I wrote my brother an email about it.
"Hey M-
I wanted to thank you again for the gift. Over the past few years both Mom and Dad have hesitated about giving me books as gifts, despite the fact that they are always welcome and appreciated as far as gifts go. I guess I reached a threshold where, in mom and dad's eyes, I have become too well read for them too shock me with books. I think I am far from that point, and I also think that to be well read is not something you achieve, but something you painstakingly maintain. That being said, I really do appreciate both this book, and the one that you got before me, and I appreciate that you gave them to me without to many screams of 'Haven't you read everything yet?'
Complaints aside, I am writing to tell you that today, after a long night of drinking last night, I finished reading Huxley's Island. I found the book to be rather enjoyable, and it makes me wonder whether or not I should reread Brave New World. I read it when I lived in Boston and I am entirely unsure about whether I really had the maturity to enjoy it at that age. It certainly could use a reread. It is a strange sentiment to have, considering memory (and I have long ago learned not to always trust memory) recount my having enjoyed Brave New World.
Huxley was rather ambitious with this novel, and perhaps to much so. I think you would agree that it is not so much a novel as a philosophical treatise about, at the most basic level, political philosophy. I am going to ramble off a little about things I have pretty much just finished learning for an Ideologies class, so please forgive me. By Political I mean not Politics, which is the every day happenings of life and politicians, but about a theory of conflict. It is, oddly enough, the word Politics whose etymological meaning is something to the affect of 'How to get along in the city', but in academics these things tend to get inversed. So what I was saying was that Huxley has written a theory of a society that gets along. It is in a respect a Utopian novel, despite the fact that we see the bulldozers at the tail end of it, ready to knock down paradise. I see how this stand along side BNW, but if this was supposed to be a model of how a utopian society should be, i think it falls short. Mostly this is because I do not see the possibility of a Utopian society, ever. Huxley seems to lament not progress, but the massive amount of waste and all other non necessities that accompany the society we currently live in. And while I agree on many respects about how he sees this society and its future (better argumented in BNW) I dont really see how this society would function at a global scale.
People nowadays argue heavily against globalization, in that it has a very unfair distribution of resources (and in turn, wealth). What Huxley is arguing here is for is globalization's opposite, localization. The problem with this that it requires that each community have enough resources to maintain itself. And while we may all live by our means, we may desire more. Each community can recognize how much food it can produce, but does every community have enough silicone to maintain something like a personal world wide web. Likely not.
But the bigger problem is in human nature. We are all possessive in our nature, and that possesiveness is rather deep seeded. And, despite the way this society is structured, at some point someone will simply want something that they cannot have. We saw a bit of this in the case of the young girl who feel in love with the Raja who wanted nothing to do with her, but I think I disagreed with the extent of her getting over it. People do not easily get over things, and blessed are those who do. I sometimes still think about a relationship that failed five damn years ago. If I had another chance, what would I do of it? Probably nothing, but I am (and here you will disagree with me) rather tame in my temperament. What would a worse person do? A society presented as this one is does not take into account the massive amounts of differences in taste that naturally occur within individuals. We have people like Hipsters, who will only like things based on its obscurities. And then again, we have large people who like whatever is presented to them in terms of music and arts. And I think this represents a lot about how people function in society. Some will want to be a part of it simply because everyone else is, and others will want to be apart from it simply because everyone else is a part of it.
I could go on, but my energy for one writing is just about spent.
How have you been since returning to S-? We really didnt have a chance to chat much, and I recognize that on this trip it was largely my fault, but what can I say, I needed out of V-.
Hope all is well, drop me a line when you can.
And thank you again.
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-M."
Papers left to write: 2
Exams: 1
Homework assignments left to turn in: 0 (I think)
Pages completed of my thesis: Just broke pg 1 ( about 1.478 words )
Friday, January 6, 2012


Jan 6th,
Tartu Estonia
I awoke this morning to find a few little gift from the Befana. My flatmates decided to make a simple dinner last night, and this somehow led to the systematic destruction of the kitchen. I sometimes admire their dedication to excess. Dinner for them can involve more ingredients then I bother to use in a week. The disgusting soup I posted about? I am still eating it. But not these two.
They made something that was Asian in denomination, so the house smelled like fermented fish heads when I woke up. Every cutting board was used and in the need of a cleaning. To wash this meal down, instead of buying a bottle of wine, they decided to make Bloody Mary. From scratch. So they boiled tomatoes, beets, and Garlic. That too, at some point should be cleaned. Well, I was looking for an excuse to eat out.
To boot, there was also some dude on the couch.
I swear to God, tonight I will go out.
Papers left to write: 2
Exams: 1
Homework assignments left to turn in: 0 (I think)
Pages completed of my thesis: Just broke pg 1 ( about 1.478 words )
Thursday, January 5, 2012

Day 4,
Jan 5th,
Tartu Estonia
I got an email from a professor telling me not to worry about the homework assignments I had missed, so that is one less worry off my back. His exam will be rather difficult, if for no other reason than the fact that I have, never even once, understood a god damned word this guy has said. During class, he attempted to discuss 'the impossibility of scientific truths', while I sat there wondering why he was going on about 'the impossibility of scientific Jews'. I gave up trying to pay attention altogether as of that incident. I am only marginally worried, but that is Thursdays problem.
When I woke up this morning the streets were pretty much clear of snow and ice. And then this happened. I should mention that I have not left my house to go further than the 25 meters that is the distance from my house to the library. I am hoping to some point soon.
Papers left to write: 2
Exams: 1
Homework assignments left to turn in: 0 (I think)
Pages completed of my thesis: Just broke pg 1 ( about 1.176 words )
Wednesday, January 4, 2012

Day 3,
Jan 4th,
Tartu Estonia
Cooked food that will last me a few days (I hope), did two loads of laundry, finished reading a novel, cleaned my room. Organized my life a little and somehow made it less orderly. Havnt left the house. I really should.
The disaster pictured to the left is the food I made. It is about 2 kgs of vegetables and beans, all boiled in red wine and many many spices.
Papers left to write: 2
Exams: 1
Homework assignments left to turn in: 4 (I think)
Pages completed of my thesis: Just broke pg 1 ( about 1.176 words )
Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Day 2,
Jan 3rd,
Tartu Estonia
I spent most of today writing about Giovanni Battista Piranesi (by a very painful stretch of logic, Piranesi is responsible for the title of this blog), which was actually rather wonderful, thought it took much longer than I was hoping. It was painful in this respect; I have been closed in this library for about 6 hours now, and the landscape here is rather drab. I was looking for something interesting to take a picture of. So I finished writing my paper and then looked for something interesting to photograph. The results are above. It isn't much, but what can you expect from a library. Sad things is, I don't see myself going anywhere for the next few days.
As of this writing;
Papers left to write: 2
Exams: 1
Homework assignments left to turn in: 4 (I think)
Pages completed of my thesis: Just broke pg 2 (about 1.176 words)
Monday, January 2, 2012
Introduction to a Hobby

Day 1,
Jan 2nd,
Tartu Estonia
I am sitting at the left most end desk in a library that is rather packed with people. I have open next to me Don Delillo's White Noise to take some notes for what I hope will be a useful/interesting paragraph of my thesis...
These does not seem to be much of an escape.
It's 4:40 pm, and outside has already come to a full nocturnal darkness, broken only by light reflected off snow. 24 hours ago I was complaining about the fact that it was chilly in Rome, if only I knew then where I would be now...
I live in Tartu, Estonia, a small and comfortable little university town in the Baltics. I am studying for my Master's in Semiotics, and have at this point just about completed my coursework, leaving just my thesis or so to work on over the next 5 months. If I am going to stay sane, I am going to need a hobby. So why not blog it up? Talking to a friend over the holidays, I came with the idea of taking a picture a day. So here I go.
Had I waited a few seconds to take the above picture, it would have been much different, as a girl with hair dyed to that color between metalic red and electric pink has sat in front of me. The 6 cm between her roots and where the color begins is a classic light brown., but the whole thing looks awful. Add to this earings that feature an Andy Warhol of John Lennon and it becomes hard not to look, though I cant tell if it is for reasons good or bad. Meh.
As of this writing;
Papers left to write: 3
Exams: 1
Homework assignments left to turn in: 4 (I think)
Pages completed of my thesis: Just broke pg 1 (about 635 words)


